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DAMNIT NOTHING IS WORKING OH WELL FUCK XANGA RIGHT NOW IM PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO I DONT WANA HEAR URE SHIT. U DO WHAT U WANT CHRIS ITS NOT WHAT I WANT AND URE NOT THE PERSON IM WORRIED ABOUT THERES ONLY 3PPL IM WORRIED ABOUT AND IM NOT JUST GOING TO DROP THEM SO MY FEELINGS GO AWAY MAYBE I AM HOPELESS OR MAYBE I CANT BE HELPED BUT ITS NOT LIEK I WANNA SIT HERE AND THINK ABOUT THEM EITHER BUT IM NOT JUST GOING TO DROP THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE CLOSE TO ME SO FUCK U.........

PEACE OUT ALL

LAURA

damnit if premium didnt cost ne thing id upgrade this damn thing so i could use it to put pictures up

damnit oh well i forget how i put my pics up last time not much to say trying to stay away from things right now bye

I dont know why i have these feelings inside
I dont know why a tear wont fall from my eye
am i emotionless
or is it because of the stress
I have done so much pain
i think im going insane
i dont know what to do
because i have hurt all of u
because of what ive held inside
all that shit will divide
our relationship
our friendship
what ever i am to you
itll soon disaper because im such a fool

CHRIS THIS IS TO U MOST OF THEM ON THIS POST ARE TO U

u watched me change and never knew
That i would be like all the rest
i was so true, too good to be true
u trusted me and fell apart again

I can not change the fact
That im not coming back
So depressed I'm my own slave

Betrayed u im not the one
To be trusted with ure love
Betrayed u im not the one
Who should be trusted with ure love

I had to leave so I could breath
I hate to fight that's not what I want
i was so true, too good to be true
u trusted me and fell apart again

I went outside to take a walk
So I could relive memories
u thought that i would lend a hand
But i was never ever there
It's all in my mind
i do what i wanna do

my promises are all played out
ive got my wish ive worn me down
u treated me the best u could
I realize that u don't need me
I lost my way when i left home
I thought that i could change your life
What did u do why do i lie
ive walked back in ure hands are tied

I'm tired I'm so damn angry
With me
im not gonna change
I see who i really am

my promises ymy promises
They're all played out
im so played out im so played out
There all played out

"Pain Inside"

Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside

Take up all my life inside, why would I let them make up my mind
And be mislead
Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone

This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)

Go ahead make up your mind
I have had enough of who they want
Leave me alone
Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head
I'm on the outside

This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands

It's always killing me (Killing me)
The problems I face daily
It's always things that I have always take in vain
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me
I'm sick of you judging me

This pain inside I can't understand
This hate in life that will not go away (Go away)
This pain inside I can not live with it
It feels like no one really understands

It's always killing me
The problems I face daily

"What Happened To Us?"

[Verse 1:]
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me

[Chorus:]
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?

[Verse 2:]
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

[Chorus]

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

FUCK MY LIFE IM JUST MAKING MYSELF APPEAR TO BE SOMETHING IM REALLY NOT!!!!!!!

Hey boys, hey girls
Hey anybody who will listen to me
Incase you haven't noticed
It's just me aganist the world today

I fell out of the wrong side of the bed
And landed in the worst mood
With that stupid alarm clock screaming at me
From across the room

[BRIDGE]
I'm trying to be nice
I'm trying to be reasonable
But it's oh so hard when I don't wanna be
If you're looking for that nice girl
From the day before
Don't bother, she don't live here anymore

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
And the world is winning

You should have let me stay in bed
I've got this pounding in my head
No nothing's ok
Won't you stay out of my face today?
I'm slamming doors
I'm slamming phones down
Watch out for
This temper tantrum
Stay out of my way
Cause if you don't, you will be scared away

[BRIDGE]
I'm trying to be nice
I'm trying to be reasonable
But it's oh so hard when I don't wanna be
And you're looking for that nice girl
From the day before
Don't bother, she don't live here anymore

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
And the world is winning

I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna make you believe what I said
I'm gonna make you-

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's me against the world
And the world is winning

IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING IM SORRY FOR THE LIVES THAT IVE RUINED I CANY DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE GOODBYE FOR NOW.....MAY GOD TAKE MY LAST BREATHE TONIGHT....